No, I will NOT do your damn surveys!

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CXXXIX

I stole this from my sister's blog.

• Name: CJ
• Height: 6’3”
• Relationship status: Single, and currently unavailable
• Birthday: ...OK, fine, as long as you don't don't tell the ghosts. It's May the 33rd.
• Favorite colours: the perfect black
• Favorite bands: the Aston Shuffle, Bag Raiders, Cut Copy, Daft Punk, Emiliana Torrini, Faithless, Groove Armada, Hard-Fi, Infected Mushroom, Jean-Michel Jarre, the Knife, Lusine, Midnight Juggernauts, New Order, Orbital, the Presets, Q45, Ratatat, Simian Mobile Disco, Tiësto, Underworld, Vangelis, the Whitlams, X-Press 2, Yppah, Zero 7. See what I did there?
• Last song listened: Ha-Ha - Serengeti
• Favorite movie: The Matrix
• Last movie watched: Spaceballs
• Favorite book: House Of Leaves - Mark Z. Danielewski
• Last book read: The Calculus Diaries - Jennifer Ouellette
• Nr. of siblings: One. Sister. She is: younger than me, annoying, studying vet science, a pain in the neck, reading this and preparing to snap my spine in half.
• Nr. of pets: Personally: none here, cat back in home town. Family owns two further cats, a pooch and fish.
• Best school subject: Mathematics
• Mac or PC? Both, plus Linux. If computers were sexuality, I'd be pansexual.
• Cell phone type: HTC
• Current shirt color: Black
• Gamer? Ja, darling. Halfway between casual and hardcore. I play Starcraft, but also Mario. If gamer types were sexuality, I'd be pansexual.
• Day or night? Night (the lonely loner seems to free his mind...)
• Summer or winter? Summer, baby!
• Most-visited website? Leave social networking sites alone, and it's Everything2.
• Celebrity crush: Ellyse Perry, and Emiliana Torrini.
• Biggest turn on: Apparently, my biggest turn-ons now are everything I used to be turned off by in high school. Meaning I go for the intelligent, crazy (but not insane), strong (not necessarily physically), independent and outgoing. (Though, physically, it's hair that does it for me.)

Procrastimanation!

This one, I stole from my own Facebook and updated. One-word answers ahoy!

• Where is your cell phone? Elsewhere.
• Your significant other? Non-existent.
• Your hair? Messy.
• Your mother? Mum.
• Your father? Dad.
• Your favorite thing? Indescribable.
• Your dream last night? None.
• Your favorite drink? Several.
• Your dream/goal? Ph.D
• What room you are in? Bed.
• Your hobby? Plenty.
• Your fear? Loss.
• Where do you want to be in 6 years? Alive.
• Where were you last night? Home.
• Muffins? Yes.
• Wish list item? Plenty.
• Where you grew up? Hole.
• Last thing you did? Naughty.
• What are you wearing? Jeans.
• Your TV? On.
• Your pets? Humans.
• Friends? Heaps.
• Your life? Owning.
• Your mood? Mellow.
• Missing some one? Obviously.
• Car? Parents'.
• Something you're not wearing? Hee...
• Your favorite store? JB.
• Your favorite color? Bläk.
• When is the last time you laughed? Now.
• Last time you cried? Rarely.
• One place that I go to over and over? JB.
• My favorite place to eat? Nando's.
• Why you participated in this survey? OCD.
• What are you doing tonight? Wondering...

plaugh. And I think there's room for one more. Let's go a little deeper.

• How can I win your heart? If you haven't bought a raffle ticket, then you can win it by (mentally) shaking me and doing it right. It's very difficult to do it right. Good luck to you.
• What did you realise today? I've realised that my exam tomorrow is not as hard as it seems, but also that it is not as easy as it seems.
• Ever feel like you're not good enough? Hell to the YES. You know how and why, if you know me well enough.
• Do you want to be in a relationship with someone? Tough question. Some of me does, some of me doesn't. I don't have anyone in mind, so it's time to buy those raffle tickets.
• Do you want someone you can't have? Doesn't everybody? Personally, I want Emiliana Torrini.
• When was the last time you cried? From memory, when I went through my last breakup.
• What is the last movie you watched? Start to end: The Matrix.
• When was the last time you wanted to punch someone in their face? Over a week ago.
• When was the last time you totally broke down? Last month some time. It was a Friday.
• If you could have one thing right now what would it be? A Logie.
• Last person to worry about you? No idea. If you're worried, give me a buzz.
• Has a friendship ended recently that you wish had not? Several. Actually, some of them aren't huge losses anyway, so I guess that's OK.
• Have you ever told someone you hope they get AIDS? Hearing aids yes, but they couldn't hear, so it was justified.
• Is your hair up or down right now? Messy. Always.
• Anyone crushing on you? You tell me. Personally, I'd like to think that there are zero. (To all those people who are crushing on me - if you are - sorry. Well, no, I'm not sorry, because nobody else is crushing on me, are they?)
• Has someone ever made you a promise and broken it? Perhaps. Not that I know of.
• Who would you turn gay for? Alan Turing.
• Where is the person who has your heart? I have it. People still haven't won the raffle.
• Would you ever pick up gum from the ground and eat it? Why would you? It's a waste of gum.
• Is your best friend a slut? Hm. All of my best friends are fuckups, but they're not sluts.
• You're going on a roadtrip, what MUST you bring with you? Emiliana Torrini.
• When was the last time you talked to the person you love? Not for a very long time.
• What will you be doing in the next 2 hours? Quite possibly my INE study.
• This time last year were you single? I was not. I was very busy studying for my exams.
• Who was the first person you talked to today? I haven't seen a single person today, actually. Or a taken one.
• When’s the last time you chose a bath over a shower? The last time I had access to a bath.
• Do you ever make the first move? Oh, fuck no. I know heaps of people who can vouch for that.
• Is there a topic that gets you really heated when it's brought up? Occasionally, but there are a few topics that will shake me pretty bad.
• Would you ever agree to an open relationship with someone? Nope. I'm happily monogamous.
• Have you seen the last person you kissed with their shirt off? I gotta admit, I've never seen Emiliana Torrini with her shirt off.
• Do you regret anything? Yes. I regret not studying Further Maths instead of IP&M, and I regret the fact that I regretted it.
• What are you excited about? 2013
• Do you have an addiction? I'm a system addict. Yeah.
• Favorite swear word: FUCKCOMMAMUNCHER! (with thanks to the Teddisms Generator@Everything2.com)
• How many pillows do you sleep with? Just the one, though I did have three at one point.
• Is there anything about yourself you are trying to or want to improve? I'm perfect, but thanks for asking.
• Are you confused about anything right now? Yeah. Why the hell is Emiliana Torrini not going out with me?
• Do you miss anything or anyone? My family, my pets. That Friday night, that Thursday night, that Saturday morning...
• What makes you laugh no matter what? Surprisingly, very little.
• Are you one of those people who hate crying in front of others? Oh, fuck yes. But sometimes it's unavoidable.
• What's the last song you heard? Die Slow (Tobacco rmx) by Health. It's... just... so... evocative.
• Whose car were you in last? I have no idea or memory of that one.
• Do you believe you can change someone? I can't change anyone. I have no influence over people, I'm not a person that people look up to. So, no, I can't change people. But that's not my problem.